Mistakes I have made in my life (the ones I remember or recognize, at least) by Will Richardson | Dec 18, 2005 | Whitewater | 0 comments December 18, 2005 I read through some of the “Fast 50” posts that people made and there was quite a variety. Lee Hart asked me if I wanted to file an entry with Fast Company’s 2005 Fast 50 reader poll to select what the readers felt were the top 50 companies on the fast track to success. In the entry, you answer the questions and the goal is to put your best foot forward, which we did. Reading over it again, it isn’t what someone wanting to be humble would write and send to an audience of kayakers. There must have been three people who suggested that my ego was a problem. I pondered over the negative posts to this Fast 50 poll to see if I could learn something from it and something else occurred to me. Generally speaking, I look for what is good in any situation and go by the “if you don’t have anything good to say, don’t say anything at all” concept. Since, as far as kayaking goes, I am a fairly public figure, perhaps it appears that I don’t want people to know when I goof up, and try to pretend it doesn’t happen. Well, I am going to attempt to summarize my mistakes from the beginning, as far back as I can remember (focusing on the bigger ones). In this, you could get a more complete list of the last 18 years from my wife, Kristine, who has the best memory of anyone I know. Luckily for me, most of my mistakes I am comfortable with, knowing that they weren’t malicious. Wow: now I actually have to think of them… When I was little, I was a pyromaniac. My friend Todd, and I would burn lots of things. We once put lighter fluid and sticks in a ground hogs hole, and any of them we could find, and lit them. I felt quite bad about that one. I got a bow and arrow when I was 6 and I really wanted to hunt with it and actually killed a baby robin, which took me at least 5 shots at close range to get it. It wasn’t fun when I finally hit it. I got a B-B gun and tried to shot it into the opening of the birdhouse I made. I can’t remember if there were birds in it but I do remember my dad catching me and smashing my BB gun over a pile of bricks, that was the end of that. Moving on… When I was about 14 my friend Bill and I would take my canoe to the lake in the middle of the night and paddle across it to a construction site, load it up with plywood, etc. and paddle it to the other side of the lake (woods) and unload it, and make a major tree house out of the stolen wood. Never got caught and was at least 21 before I felt bad about it. I wasn’t bad in high school, but made a different type of mistake. My parents didn’t drink and I was convinced that anyone who drank was an alcoholic. This shortened my list of friends really quick in high school. It was my freshman year of college before it occurred to me that not having friends who drank was eliminating many potentially good friends from the pool of kids to choose from. I finally relaxed my position in college but not without missing out on Prom and many fun times in high school. I didn’t ever have to drink, but I could have been more tolerant of those who didn’t. In effect, I was quite prejudice in high school. My mother died when I was 18 in my sophomore year of college and I turned my attention away from school. The first financial mistake I made in my life was to go off of my save every penny made as I had been in my whole life and think that I could spend money and more would come. I made the USA “B” team for slalom and went to Europe and spent $3000 that I borrowed from my dad’s credit union and got home and had no way to pay it and then went back to school thinking it would go away. It marked my financial situation from 1984-2002. The next 18 years I was in MAJOR debt. I was self-sufficient most of the time, and then would have to borrow money to go to the world cup, or world championships, or the Olympics, for example and paying it back was impossible, it seemed. I ruined my credit from 1986-2000 and had a 10 year old and a 7 year old before I could get a credit card. I had never filed for taxes either, figuring I was truly in poverty level and would qualify for welfare on my income with my two kids. (many people considered it a huge mistake for me to have kids when I was in such dire straights. I would never consider that a mistake, and I don’t think they would either. ) Well, the IRS doesn’t see things like that and are a little more systematic about things. I had to file 1990-2000 taxes all at once, with an accountant and it cost me $31,000 that I didn’t have. I would not have had to pay a penny had I filed my taxes like I was supposed to. In this mistake, I became a fanatic about keeping up with the details. If I can’t do it, I will find someone who can. I have had an accountant since then, even if I thought I could do it. It was 2002 when I finally paid off the IRS. It is occurring to me that I can think of way more mistakes than I have time to write! Many things with my racing and training, with my kids, and I learned about money in a very non-traditional way. In 1997 I was struggling in my marriage and I didn’t think there was a solution to the problem which was that Kristine was into the yuppie lifestyle of keeping up with the Joneses and I was a struggling broke kayaker using my money to make her happy. Well, I figured she was one way and that nothing was going to change that and I wanted nothing to do with it. I gave up on our marriage. In a flash, it seemed, Kristine came to me with what was truly important to her; our marriage and children, and wouldn’t let me give up on her. I believed her, and immediately our marriage was heaven again (after 7 awesome years, 2 deteriorating years). It has been awesome ever since. However, if she had not been so strong to set things right, I would have been the one to wreck the best union of a man and a women I know of or have ever heard of. That was the biggest mistake of my life, and I was SO lucky not to have to pay for it. Kristine is a goddess. More recently, I have made some hiring mistakes with Jackson Kayak. I hired someone to be in charge of production that was awesome. He just wasn’t hired for the right position, which was my fault. In the end, I had to fire him because of how bad I screwed up in the get go and it had deteriorated. That sucked for me and him. In Jackson Kayak, I have made mistakes in implementation of plans, often. Nothing terrible yet, thank goodness. The mistakes I do make I have done everything I can to fix. My dad always said, “Eric, you have to take 100% responsibility for every relationship in your life. ½ way never works.” I try to live by that motto with my customers and dealers. If I can’t think of mistakes I have made with dealers or customers, than I must be getting tired and need to wrap this up! Certainly, there is one kind of mistake that was pointed out a few years back by Jeremy Stock in MD. She said that I tend to tell people what my goals are, and that it makes it impossible for anyone to get excited about any accomplishment I might have, because they are always stretch goals and I usually fall short of them. “ The Fast 50 readers poll is like that. Who wants to hear that I want to be the number one whitewater brand by 2007? Well, if I got to the number 2 brand by 2007, I would appear a failure by those who read my goal and remembered it. I would know I did in fact fall short, but Jeremy’s whole point was, don’t claim you are going to do anything, just do it and people will be more impressed. The jury is still out on that one for me, any thoughts? Anyone that prefers another brand, or anyone who works for any other brand isn’t going to like me saying in a public forum that I am going to pull ahead of their company. A few people may admire the drive to be number one in your chosen area, but I think for many more, it seems like a goal that isn’t healthy or that the only way to achieve such a goal is to compromise your integrity. Well, I can promise you that the method I intend to pursue the number one position is by doing the best by the customer and dealer. If I ever do anything that seems to be less than honorable in any way, please call me on it. What kind of mistakes will I make in the future? If I knew, perhaps I won’t make them. I am pretty sure I won’t miss out on life from spending too much time in bed, but while I burn out or get stressed out or something? I don’t think so, which would be why I don’t mind having so much on my plate. But what if I am burning the candle at both ends? I guess, I will have to get an ulcer or something like that to learn that lesson, so we’ll know eventually. I seem to be very healthy for 41, certainly don’t have any issue keeping up with the younger generation. I am out of speculations…. If I didn’t list your favorite EJ mistake, it is either because I am skimming and didn’t bother, because I forgot about it, or because I didn’t think it was a mistake. Either way, my next post on Jackson Kayak.com will be something good going on, if that is OK. 🙂 EJ Submit a Comment Cancel replyYour email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *Comment * Name * Email * Website Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. Δ